If you hear without listening
If my suffering foreign
thee Here we are both prisoners
From this silence with the taste of hell
Not so easy to love dare
While discomfort in conflict
One comes to hate
Intolerable tragedy
What then of our desires
Should we divert look
Do you think it might be enough
To erase our memory
there tears that you retain
Steps that you dare not do
Would you like me take control
And make us both your cue
Our memories are too precious
And so loaded with happiness
That intoxication that makes you happy
And painted in colors our lives
I relive every moment
To feel less far from And I
escape from the present
feet Where I lose where I'm drowning
My whole body trembles and my heart cries
Seeing your eyes avoid me
Without you the minutes are hours
On the clock of my agony
I seek refuge in my books
To escape the pain
dreaming that one day you deliver me
Dreaming that one day you had never more afraid
Smile faded
The vacuum has replaced the laughter
Happiness has just absented
Would you tell him to come back?
Hope slips through my fingers
if I want to be alone
is because I can not stand it
lack this piece to my puzzle
Melissa Hoffmann, March 2011